Hiii!
did ya miss me?
I’ve been so busy that I keep forgetting to update on here. If you been following my fibrowings instagram ,you’d of saw we were given a free holiday. We were overwhelmed with such generosity that has been given to us as a family. It was well needed!
Anyway…
It’s 1am, well 1:11am to be precise as I’m typing right now. Thoughts doing it’s glorious running, leaving me feeling deflated. I would like to believe we all don’t have that perfect family. You know, you see them family gatherings and everyone is sat in a big hall together. Well only small number have never done anything to cause hurt. I worry for my children’s future, I’d hate for them to not have a close relationship and that we become so distant. No matter what, your children will always be your babies, I don’t agree on making siblings fights or even taken sides, being two faced and spitting out such hate behind the others back. To me, that’s a dysfunctional family lacking trust. I know some who roll their eyes when I say, I respect my children and my children respect me in return. Some would say that children have to respect their parents wether they like it or not. I completely disagree, as a parent it is my responsibility to help build my little darlings into the independent beings, to do that you need to show them respect to help and show them kindness, honesty, and to allow them to be themselves and open. I’ve witnessed parents name calling their children outside the school gates, screaming at the faces in front of other parents with their children. I’ve also witness parents getting involved when their children are fighting and picking favourites. All this negativity can stunt their mental growth.
I love my history, I was a right geek in school walking out with good grades, yet my one I loved to brag was A in history. I am that one being who’d sit and listen to the elderly for hours on end as they share their story during the war. I feel saddened as I don’t know fully about my family history, it may not seem a big deal, but I would love to share family stories with my children as well as find out more on my ancestry. I was told how I’d look like such and such, yet I didn’t see many photos or hear many stories.
Not only that, but whenever I am asked about any health problems in families as I’m back and forth with sleep, joint, migraines and other problems. I can’t answer, I haven’t a clue.
I know, not fibro related at all. I haven’t even updated you all in a while yet here I am waffling on!
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Hope all is well?
xxxx